Yesterday went back to church, met a fren of mine who i seldom contact her. We used to be very closed when we are in GB, and we do have a short chatting section.
She told me that she is carring a burden with her more than 2 years and it cause her to refulsed to come back to church. Well, when i heard that, i understand her feeling coz i used to carried a pain about 5 years. As a fren, i encourage her to face the problem instead of run away from it. I believe that God has His reasons for everything that’s happening around. And i do let her understand that when she come back to church, it should because of GOD, but not because of anyone.
Sometimes we might need the courage from friends to take the 1st step, but once we put God in the 1st place, He will know what to do, where to guide. Like me, it takes years for me to step back to church and come back to God; but He is faithful and just, He is patient with me, guiding me throughout all these years. I know that He will never fail me, just the matter that i have to be strong and be bold to face the pain, solve the problem.
Yesterday, someone asking me to come back to GB for help. Thinking it throughout the night, wondering is that what God wants me to do? May be, it could be one of the way for me to serve Him as well. Still pending, but decided to join their outing on 26 Nov…. Let’s go to Petting Zoo with the small girl. Amen!