i’m kind of sad, or can say dissappoint with yesterday inccident…oh, before tat, jus to let yr know wat’s happening yesterday. Yesterday, we went to Doulos, to bring those girls to visit the books fair on ship. It’s nothing to do with the ship, jus the matter is… some of my senior girls dissappear half way, and without any officers notice, they went back to the bus!!

      I sad, because i’ve put too much of my trust to them. Wat they dissappoint me was, they never help to take care the youngest one, yet doing things according to their favor.   I’m pround to some new girls where they really done a good job to take care of the young one. Imagine inside the fair is full of peoples, yet those younger one really small in size and it’s really hard to see them when is full with peoples!

     When on the way back, i kept on thinking, am i put too much hope on those senior girls? I dun know wat they are thinking, as i recall back what i did last time when i was girl, i never ever dare to do things according to my own favor. Or in other way, wat makes them will act in this way? Or is that our officers didn’t put attention to them? I’m still thinking, wondering, can someone tell me, what i should do???? *_*