It’s been so long i didn’t come here and write down my daily stories, by all means, i miss here so much!
These few weeks, i’m very bz, bz with my church activities, bz with workload, bz with Christmas shopping, and sometime i’m in the situation where i dun know wat i bz at….
Bz with church activities, bcoz Christmas is coming, have Caroling practice, skit practice, then have my GB commitment, preparing the gifts for all my frens & collegues…and just becoz of wrapping all the gifts, i have Panda Eyes liao…then bz with workload, becoz my beloved Designer went for Honey Moon, so i have to take over his work, learning how to used illustrator to do changes and art work, everyday sitting in front of his PC panic how to used d software, cracking my head and end up have to work OT until 8pm++…
I’m in the mood of discourage and depress, dun know y.. maybe most of the time all my planning doesn’t work out in the end, or maybe i’m tired. How to say, exp: i planned to visit my girls in Putrajaya during the Fonomarea, but end up im not able to went there coz some inccident happened on that day. Then, i have date all my girls to watch a movie on Sat, but end up i have to cancel it bcoz last minutes all of us got to go back to church to prepare things for next day event. I’m kinda upset, coz i fail to keep my promises to them.
Things happened around, make me blank off my mind. Some time feel like shutting down my mind, doing nothing but sit there jus relax and maybe take a nap or wat. I just dun want to think anymore, mind is tired, feel like crying yet have no tears coming out, it makes me feel very bad. Christmas is just around the corner, and i dun feel any happiness around, i’m death off!
Few weeks ago, actually God is given me title for this year’s chritmas presents— HAPPINESS… Few weeks ago, i can easily tell what is that, but today, i’m blank off, i have nothing to tell you about this word. I know it sound silly, but this is how i feel now…. tired, depress, discourage, upset, confuse, worried and tears…
